This might be the start of a tough and emotional journey. There are many things that may be going through your head.
Here's what can you do:
Talk to friends and family about your feelings. Get different points of view.
Let people get to know your child. People are usually very accepting, gracious, and willing to support you.
Know that no one is to blame.
Don't let these feelings prevent you from taking care of your child.
Even if your child is different, they are a valuable part of your family and your community, just like any child!